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I can’t imagine where I’d be today if I hadn’t fallen into disability like I did. And that’s my retirement story. I’m not rich, but I’m happy. You should find better stereotypes of people with your skincolor. People who you respect and find inspiring and at the Before you get on my bad side you should know I will rock that orange jumpsuit shirt Also,I will get this same time you should stop attaching inspiration to superficial identification like age, gender, race, etc. Even when someone never says anything bad to you looking different than the other can invoke the feeling that you are not “normal”. So if you can go to a places where you find more black people. I am German but I just don’t look very German and I had a feeling of not belonging also due to the way I look when I became a teenager. I just looked at an old picture and I was the darkest one in kindergarden. All this ranvsubconsciously. Not a conscious thought-I realized the relationship only later in life. Being “white” has so many positive stereotypes – books are written about it. While being dark is associated with being “polluted” or “dirty”. So your skin color devalues you. No one wants to be devalued – so you feel polluted. But it’s not your skin that does it-it’s your thoughts that devalue a given factor as negative because of negative stereotypical thinking. My look is pretty universal yet it does not belong anywhere. I could be Greek, maybe with good faith even Jewish, maybe English, maybe Irish, just maybe German, maybe Spanish, maybe French, maybe a gypsy. I am 60% English in DNA, the Rest is the typical stereotype of that crowd: some finish, Irish, 11% Iberian, Baltic I think even 19% which most likely is due to bohemian ancestry , etc, etc. Do I want to look different? Yes, sometimes I wanted too but more because I found others beautiful and wanted to own the same type of beauty. It’s like a chihuahua who wants to be a Shepard sometimes. But you can’t change reality, so all you can do is to appreciate beauty in all its different forms.

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Today I know I have a typical English face just with some heavy influence from the Before you get on my bad side you should know I will rock that orange jumpsuit shirt Also,I will get this Mediterranean areas and I am very sure I would have felt much more comfortable around people who look just like me. I identify as “German”. Obviously English is Anglo-Saxon-so that’s German, but when I looked around all the other Germans were different looking. Can make you feel lonely- so a group that helps you to mirror yourself is important too. Personally I don’t need to be around them-it’s enough that I know they exist. Maybe not my neighbor, but in Greece or England there will be a bunch of people looking like me. So, I assume that you also have difficulties to accept being black as a part of being “you”because it makes you different from the crowd you are identifying with. When I lived abroad – no one was looking like me and other problems with racial identification arised- but the core problem stayed: I could not belong. It didn’t matter if people fancied my looks or didn’t like it. What mattered was: I did not belong to the tribe and humans have a deep seated need to belong to such. Do some research. Try to understand where you originate from. The feeling of belonging to a tribe is very important. We are heerd animals and being a black sheep among white one’s can cause inner bewilderment. Today I know how my genetic tribe moved around Europe and I understand how someone like me could arrive at a place where the average German has whiter skin than me. There is a point of “impurity”-yes. But most black people aren’t “dark” black – so you might say they are polluted with “whiteness”. It’s important to stop looking at oneself from the point of genetic aristocracy. In biology there is no such a thing-there are only different features that have different weaknesses and advantages. Just look where you originate from.

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